Sabtu, 27 September 2008

revenge much



okokok.


i would dedicate this revenge to a friend/classmate named Patrick Nathan.


i just read his blog (http://patrick-cirtap.blogspot.com/). of course sinve its my first time opening his blog, i read his first one. here it is (i am skipping the other parts, am just showing the part of my revenge):


Salah satu temen gw di kelas yang bernama Kenji Takai adalah seorang muslim, tadi dia dtgnya telat, kita uda pada ngira dia sakit, (karena seharusnya kemarin sekolah libur karena hari pertama puasa) tetapi malah tidak. Dan hebatnya dia tetap mengikuti pelajaran OR, walaupun dia puasa, dia tetap kuat. walaupun setelah itu dia uda kea kambing conge yang diem, dan ngos2an.


ok, he was kind of making fun of me..haha. i got to admit that it is kind of funny with him calling me kambing conge. haha to that pat.


so here it is,


last wednesday or monday which ever day it is, we had music class. and patrick was or is still into glasses for fashion. and he switched his glasses with one of my friends glasses i think. and it made him look like th asian version of the nutty professor. haha. i dont think its funny to you guys, it sounds funny to me. and thats not even the best part. the best part is that one of my friend (anonymus) got a picture. and he/she sent it to my phone cell. haha. and if you guys cant picture his face here it is














can you picture him like what i described to you?

well here it is:













haha
sorry pat....hehe

A sense of hope

i think this will be a short one. . . . . . . . .
well around a week ago my dad got back to jakarta from japan. and as i requested, i wanted cd's from japan. i asked for 2 albums of depapepe. if you guys dont know who they are, they consist of 2 people, both are playing the guitar. they are awesome. they create only instrumental and kin of addictive music for me.
anyways...
he handed me the cd in the car on our way home from the airport. and i played the cd of course. first i played the album which is depapepe's first album. as the song plays my dad told me that this their first album, this cd made them popular in japan and also out of japan. they had work hard to publish it.
then my mom was like " oh really, this album consisting of 5 songs had made them famous?" then my dad replied "yup, its because of this first cd, and soon, my son will hopefully become like them". and i was like what thats the first time i herd him say that.
usually he didnt allow me pick to be what i want to be. of course everytime that brought me down. it wqas like that he didnt even let me try, he wouldnt let me have a fighting chance.
so that sentence that he said in the car somehow ment a lot to me. haha.
and wow. haha
so thats about dudes

Selasa, 23 September 2008

does this make you think????

hey, its another blog,haha. havnt been able to write some because its ramadhan for me.very tiring.anyways..................around like 2 weeks ago me and my class watched a movie called "what dreams may come". its kind of a fictional movie because it tells a story about a family of four (mom, dad, 2 kids) lived happily. and suddenly the 2 kids died in a freakish car accident. and then the parents of course felt a strong lost of losing someone that is very precious in their life. haha. then later suddenly the dad also died. and then the story is focusing on the father, about his after life and stuff.because the movie was on CD format, we had to changed disk in the middle. but the second disk wont play and my teacher wasnt there. of course what do u expect with a class in a viewing room. so we swithced the movie into the terminal.haha. but before we swithched the movie there was a like a 5-10 gap becuase some guys are trying to fix the not working CD.so me and my friends started a conversation. we were disscusing about the movie (dont know why) we were sharing opinions about the movie. then i asked my friends " hey dudes, do you believe in afterlife?" and suddenly they started to think. i mean its a tricky question you know, not that i am questioning God or anything, but none of the people there had ever been dead. so we dont know if there is an after life. so i started thinkning....what if there is no afterlife. what if we were just someplace somwhere outhere, doing nothing, feeling nothing but emptyness and confussion, seeing nothing except darkness or nothing at all, alone, we cant see ourselves, we are just a lost soul. we dont know what to do or what we are doing. are we still alive? whats going on?its just questions that dont end. or what if we dont feel anything we feel nothing, in fact if we feel nothing we still feel nothing-ness. it is just confussing.wow, so yeah, i am just scared of death. hahasee ya

Senin, 01 September 2008

first day of fasting

yo.....
so its me again with my second entry..
hehe
so ok
today was so tiring, because its the first day of fasting(puasa). haha. i had to wake up at 3 o'clock in the morning to eat. haha.
so i woke up as usual and went to school. at school everyone was like " oo, hppy ramadhan" n i was like " yeah man, thnkx". haha
so like a day without eating nor drinking. its hard man. and so one teacher approached me and said " ooo, are doing fasting now? so no drinking nor eating? how could you survive, you are very strong" and iwas like "ok......"
so yeah the day went ok. at lunch time, i usually play basketball, and so i tried, i only lasted for like 10 minutes. i felt like passing out man. uggghhhhh.
so ok, when its dissmisal, some peeps at school offered a game of bball, so i played, and yeah i played, and boy was that dumb. i got a massive headache afterward.ughh. than i got home at like around 5. i wanted to reached like at 6 so it would be on time for me to eat. so i had to wait for another hour. haha. then i teased my bro, and he cried. i felkt guilty. and ofcourse i appologized. so thats it. i am writing this fast because i am frekin scared cuz am alone in the "room where d computer is" and its creepy. so bye \

first day of fasting